make that change

something's wrong with me...i cant tell what exactly though
its a strange wrongness...on one hand im doing great, but then....then everthing goes to hell and i just dont know why... its strange, but when im with you im happier than ever. you biring out the best of me, you really do. its something wonderful, you and me, we....we are something else, and im lovin every second of it, but then when you're gone, when im left alone....i dont know....everything sucks. i dont get that. this is not like me, i have a life, a life of my own, not just when im with someone, but my life, where things are about me, where i take care of mysel. suddenly its like i leave myself in your hands, but i cant do that, its not right, and not good for me, because you're not always arround (naturally). Maybe it also has to do with the end of my job. I felt i had my life organized...now...all this free time is killing me. not good, not good at all.
fix yourself honey, its you. you and no-one else. you'v got to stop it yourself, make that change.
i can only make this change

Earth Song

What about sunrise?
What about rain?
What about all the things
That you said we were to gain.. .
What about killing fields?
Is there a time?
What about all the things
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?

Aaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaah

What have we done to the world?
Look what we've done
What about all the peace
That you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields?
Is there a time?
What about all the dreams
That you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores

Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaah

I used to dream
I used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we are
Although I know we've drifted far

Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah
Aaaaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaaaaah

Hey, what about yesterday?
(What about us)
What about the seas?
(What about us)
The heavens are falling down
(What about us)
I can't even breathe
(What about us)
What about the bleeding Earth?
(What about us)
Can't we feel its wounds?
(What about us)
What about nature's worth?
(ooo,ooo)
It's our planet's womb
(What about us)
What about animals?
(What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust
(What about us)
What about elephants ?
(What about us)
Have we lost their trust ?
(What about us)
What about crying whales?
(What about us)
We're ravaging the seas
(What about us)
What about forest trails?
(ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas
(What about us)
What about the holy land?
(What about it)
Torn apart by creed
(What about us)
What about the common man?
(What about us)
Can't we set him free
(What about us)
What about children dying?
(What about us)
Can't you hear them cry
(What about us)
Where did we go wrong ?
(ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why
(What about us)
What about babies ?
(What about it)
What about the days?
(What about us)
What about all their joy?
(What about us)
What about the man ?
(What about us)
What about the crying man?
(What about us)
What about Abraham ?
(What was us)
What about death again?
(ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn??

i love you i love u i love u =)

quiero estar bien, quiero que estemos bien
se que se puede, se que podes. Cuando lo estas, me haces muy feliz. Iwant that. Pero despues...despues no se sabe uqe extrana energia te posee y ya no me gusta. me entristece, me duele, me lastima...no quiero mas

una pobre ilusa

pobre ilusa
y como una pelotuda creyo q las cosas cambiarian
se creyo el cuento de hadas
pobre ilusa
llorando por los rincones
sorprendida como si no fuera de esperarse
y lo peor de la historia es q todavia suenia, todavia espera, todavia ilusiona

triste agotamiento

que tristeza tengo en mi corazon
(suena horriblemente cursi)
no es dolor, es tristeza
tristeza en su maxima expresion.
tambien siento impotencia, lo cual me trae bronca
aunque es una bronca particular
me gusta llamarla bronca fatigada
porque estoy tan cansada que ni puedo enfurecerme
ya no tengo energias para este tipo de cosas, para otras si pero para esto no
ya me agota. me agota mal. me quita energias y por consiguiente...ganas.
a veces nose lo que pensas, a veces nose que tan "en chiste" es lo q decis
a veces no te entiendo
a veces me irritas
a veces parece a proposito
es q ya ni lo pienso, se q lo es
a veces parece q no t importa
a veces creo q no valoras
a veces no me entendes
otras no me queres entender
muchas veces buscas excusas
no sirven.
a veces me lastimas
no lo hagas mas.
a veces pienso q algun dia ya no me va a doler lo q hagas
eso me preocupa
a veces sos irracional

nose q mas
hasta me canse d escribir esto

platos rotos

yo no tngo porque pagar los platos que no rompi
que cosa que me moleste mas que sufrir las consecuencias de los danos de otro.
yo no fui!
si no te la agarraste con quien debias y cuando debias.....JODETE porque MI culpa no es, yo no voy a pagar por los errores ni maldades de los demas
porque?? porque si, lo voy a decir asi nomas sin pelos en la lengua y sin humildad; soy un amor, soy una gran persona y no tengo maldad, es asi, no hay maldad en mi corazon, y me ligo lo que no debo. Yporque soy asi salgo perdiendo......y porque soy asi salgo perdiendo??????????? pero que es estoo???????? estamos toods looocos, esto es ridiculo. yo no hice nada para merecer mal tratos ni berrinches. todo lo contrario. la verdad es que con las que me he bancado desde que naci me merezco un monumento, y sinembargo me tngo que seguir bancando ridiculeces.
algo que me molesta rotundamente....hay tonitos que conmigo no van. pero cual es el problema? que tienden a pensar todos? y bueeeno, total es domi, domi se la banca, domi no dice nada, con domi esta todo bien, domi no se enoja, y si se enoja...le dura 10 minutos. Bueno, pero un buen dia, o no tan bueno, el enojo no va a ser reversible, ahi es cdo van a decir, que pelotudo que fui, porque no la habre valorado antes. a ver gente, no es muy jiodido, nadie entiende nada de la vida, es terrible. valoren a la gente que tienen al lado, TRATENLA BIEN, sean comprensibles! quien sabe lo que pueda llegar a pasarles?? tengan amor, tengan bondad, disfruten de la vida q es una sola!!! SOLO HOY ES 9 DE NOVIEMBRE DEL 2009, NUNCA MAS!!!!!!!! que hiciste por hoy? que hiciste por los demas?? que hiciste por vos??????????