i fucking hate my body

me duele me duele me duele
ur punnishing me, please stop
ur hurting me and u know
i didnt do anything wrong!!!!!!!!!!!

it kills me

every discussion takes away a bit of me
all beacause you dont know the effect you have on me
the sadness is invasive
not even the highest mountains can make it go away
the beatin of my heart....
this feeling....
es ensordecedor y desconcertante,
Im hurting
every time it gets worse
everytime is one more time
everytime it takes a piece of my
every piece that gets taken away is bigger and bigger
this needs to stop
or nothing but emptyness will remain
i dont want that to happen, i really dont
those ups and downs
i love you i hate id kill you
i cant do this
not like this no

It seems im an excellent listenner,
but here's what nobody knows
i have enormous difficulties opening myself to people
talking when i need to, asking for help
speacking outould when something is not right
i just cant
its so easy for me to hear someone else's problems,
to try and make it better for them, to give advice
(i dunno im stuck asiq ahi quedo)

my heart is aching
this feeling inside...
im worried
its not good

Boarding-Pass

que linda la palabra "boarding-pass" aaaahhhh....no es hermosa?? que bella sensacion, como me gusta oirla. boarding-pass. no me canso de escucharla. es increible lo que conlleva una simple palabra. boarding-pass. que placeer!

que bajon

que poca satisfaccion que siento con esto. que triste
que ganas de estar alla y no aca
que perdida de tiempo
que perdida de dia hoy! como me hubiese gustado estar ahi, pero no. im stuck here.
he tomado una decision...
ah no pera...
cambie
que dificil q es esto!
hay muchos pros y contras
que hacer?
la verdad q esta bien dificil..........