Monday, April 27, 2009

a wondering soul

un dia menos
una perdida completa de tiempo
un kg mas
nothing got done today, nothing at all.

disaster

que desastre, horrible desastre, retroceso, como si no hubiese aprendido nada, como si no hubiese avanzado nada de nada....que bronca
y yo queria ser normal.....
asi no era, this is not the way.
not the way i was supposed to follow
not it at all
snap out of it!
wake up!!!
dont let it eat u up, dont let it consume u!!!
please....please i beg you, please....be strong....please....

Friday, April 17, 2009

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sometimes i love you
sometimes y sware to god i want to kill you
i know i may ask for too much, but i just wish you could always be nice and sweet and tender with me, when u tell me things like these ohh my goood i just want to run to your arms (corny!!) and kiss you and love you and feel loved. But then.....then u act differently.... i dont know maybe its all in my head....but still....

ya me la veo venir, lonely fridays again...mmm.....i know, i know im over reacting
pero cada vez el tiempo es menos. tengo miedo de volver a ser el ultimo orejon del tarro.
i need to come first, i need to be a priority, sino no me sirve.
a donde esta el momento rosa? i cant see it....it is supposed to be here by now...i want my pink start...everyone gets one, i want mine too!! its the best part and im not planning on skipping it!!

uy nose. bad mood.

Monday, April 13, 2009

sin, sin, sin

cai again
jajajaja me haces reir, te pensaste que era chiste? te pensaste quer era facil? ingenua
nobody said it was easy
in fact....they all said the opposite, oh but u thought u could handdle it all by your self. well guess what? you cant!! you fell again! boom!!!!! wakey wakey missy!!! sometimes you cant make it on your own. ring a bell?? no?? never heard??? fool!
something is eating you (or you are eating something, well...everything, thats more like it) dont shuv it all inn. What is it? what could it possibly be? think girl, think!

damn it! what is this???????
lo unico q me faltaba

i understand,
and im sorry, i really am,
but do u understand me? cuz...i dont think u do
i dont want to get mad, but u gotta understand
u cant talk to me that way,
and there are things, things that are beyond our little world
i dnt know anymore if im a great person, but at least i try to be
and this is what a considerate person would do
i cant just K.O. people along my way
there are feelings
others feelings that must be taken into account

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