Friday, January 29, 2010

not a day has gone by that i didnt cry.
i wanna go home now
but we need to talk
i feel like i dont know u no more
u are resented
its a horrible feeling inside
though it hurts i must say it
though i know that in the end it isnt true,
i feel like u dont love the way you did before.
have u got any idea the pain this has caused me?
the last couple of days i felt like crap all the time
i dont feel important to you
like u almost dont care no more
i cant stop crying
i just wanna go home..

:(

im feeling down, sad and blue.
you're distant.
it feels like you somehow gave up on something, you gave up on trying
i feel like im paddeling on my own
im not gonna get far...in fact i'll just circle around..
i know, i left. but at least i try to make the best of it, you dont.
for a moment you did, but then...something changed you and suddenly you stopped
in fact it feels like you;re paddleing the wrong way, and you know it.
everything i like you take away...why??
it is so easy to make me happy, and yet you seem to be doing it all wrong
i open myself and what? i hit a dead end...

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

my prince

hello there, dont be scared, come out. Ive seen you before, i like you. Dont hide from me. Dont hide that charming prince, that sweetnes, tendernes which i fell in love with. I long for you. Please dont go, just stay, stay here with me. I love you