:(

im feeling down, sad and blue.
you're distant.
it feels like you somehow gave up on something, you gave up on trying
i feel like im paddeling on my own
im not gonna get far...in fact i'll just circle around..
i know, i left. but at least i try to make the best of it, you dont.
for a moment you did, but then...something changed you and suddenly you stopped
in fact it feels like you;re paddleing the wrong way, and you know it.
everything i like you take away...why??
it is so easy to make me happy, and yet you seem to be doing it all wrong
i open myself and what? i hit a dead end...