Sunday, May 24, 2009

WHAT IN THE WORLD AM I DOING ALONE ON A SATURDAY NIGHT???????????????????

A to Z

when a word is not in your dictionary it is almost impossible to understand its meaning, you can try, but you'll never trully get it.

i dont know..

its like i dont learn anything
do i? really?
do i learn?
have i learned? from the past? really?
cuz sometimes it feels like i havent...

i really, really hate lonely friday and saturday nights...
eating by myself watching tv....

this is private, move along!

are you serious??? you have GOT to be kidding me!
need me! want me!

why the hell is it that i never get tired? why? why is it that i always want to be with. why? im starting to think there is something seriously wrong with me, cuz tired is just a word that is not included in my personal dictionary. it just doesnt exist.
its the third time, the third time people! so evidently my learning curve is unexistent...
everybody is tired every now and then, thats very normal, but somehow, i have this kind of endless energy when it comes to this. even though im tired, even though i had a terrible day, even though everything and anything i still want to be with you, spend time with you, i still have the energy. why dont you? (why not even one of you three?)

so no. tired doesnt exist for me, not at all.

Friday, May 15, 2009

another day of those

they seem to be comming quite frequently lately
bummer...
"poruqe viven en mi cabeza tantas cosas que nose como explicar a los demas?"
(si, eso es tuyo pn!! jejeje)
once again the sun has gone,
once again i look at the window and its dark already,
once again cookies disappared in the blink of an eye,
once again i find myself holding up the tear,
once again im conffused,
once again i dont know whats going on,
once again i dont know where to beggin,
once again i feel lost,
once again im down, down, down,
and i dont even know why
once again im disappointed,
of my own self

sing, shout, scream, cry
loud, louder, louder and louder, maybe someone will hear you dear

Sunday, May 10, 2009

tell me that you love me

porque no me lo decis..? quiero que me lo digas, quiero que me lo digas
i need to hear it, tell me!
i know i know, i know that i know it, but its not enogh just knowing
i want to hear it, i want to hear you say the words
two words, just two simple words.
im waiting, thats why i stick arround all the time, im waiting
something strange happened and i didnt get my pink time, im waiting for it
im waiting for the madness,
impulses driven by unreasoned love and passion
where are they??
i didnt want this to happen on the first place, i thought i had nothing left to give,
turns out i have
so now i want this,
if you want it its here for you, but i need to know that you want it.
stop it with the childish thing,
we are not 16.
let me inn,
im here for you, if you'd just let me inn,
you say you feel that u can tell me anything, well please do
i dont see that u do,
end it with the shame,
because i love you,
and i know you do too,
so just say it.
you did, twice
but its not enough,
its never enough when it comes to love
so remind me,
remind me so that i dont forget,
remind me over and over again,
remind me always forever,
cuz ill love it every time.
follow your instincts,
follow your heart,
tell me that you love me.