es importante saber esas cosas de entrada? no? ahorro de tiempo. verguenza. incomodidad.mal..todomal.situaciones...no...no...nonono.porque?.imagen? hmmm.porque??. ahy de mi...ahy de mi. justo cuando creias...pero no.y dsps? te imaginas? q desastre...q horror...y si..? nonono. terrible.muy terrible. mistake? "learning experience, learning experience" . not working. mistake. learning curve.never ending?.not worth it. so not.then?.a son??? for the love of jesus!! possitive, possitive will come out of this. this? this what? what this? oh lord, make me pure, not yet.not yet? why? yes.yet!.now!now what?used to be so cool.cute.now.not so.un pancho? que pancho? quien?26??nunca mas.en serio.no more.chan.q cara.susto.no.horror.error.miedo.chan.feo.withdraw me...now!fast forward.gran persona.todo bien.pocos.conffusing.top 23.senseless.i just.where are you?im young, i know.i just.where are you?ok...now would be a nice moment for you to show up.date? no more please!this is getting annoying.desesperante.molesto.incomodo.cangrejo..mm..siempre quise.comida.no.basta.focus.focus?q?vida sin sentido.la mia? says who? "says I" child. childish.childhood. i.want.it.back.kiss.sudden.reasson?none.why?.go on.mind.stopped.a little.kidding?myself.yes.lady.me?young.too.knkow.did i? yes. not that much. apparently. boom! wall.the wall.me? brick.wall.strange.regret.ask robbie about those.they dont work. he says.hurt though.life moto..bien bien.tranqui.funny.ironic?maybe?more than.sure thing.so?now?"now?"?yeah.nottin.mistake?no.learning experience.

thats interesting

thisd is actually VERY interesting...i like to call it...the dark side of me...looks like photoshop...nope..totally real...but well...whats done is done...shit happens. (my arm looks huge...what the hell?? haha)

quiero ser...

quiero tener una casa para decorar,
hijos a quien mimar,
un esposo a quien amar.

quiero vivir en un lugar acojedor, mio y de mi familia,
del cual podamos estar orgullosos,
un lugar al cual podamos llamar hogar.

quiero crecer juntos nuestro jardin,
pasear con los chicos los fines de semana,
comprarles juguetes y mirarlos crecer.

quiero llevar a mis hijos al colegio, y a sus actividades extracurriculares,
ir a trabajar, volver a casa y tener la cena lista para mi familia.

quiero ser madre,
quiero ser esposa,
quiero ser mujer,
quiero ser feliz.

oh no gran desilusion...

(para ser leido con el ritmo de la cancion de coca-cola del mundial 2006):
en esto estabamos juntos,
perdio argentina en la copa del mundo,
nos cagaron feo,
alemanes truchos,
aplastaron sueños.

sisi....estoy MUY al pedo.

if only you were real...

if only you were real...if only i could touch you, hug you, let myself be held in your arms, finding commfort, love and loyalty...if only...but no. your not.
maybe thats the reason why youre the onlyones who can make me feel good when im down, the onlyones who can transport me somewhere else, to a greater place, where everything is almost perfect. because youre not real...and it
sucks. but still youre there for me, any time im feeling down, lonely or sad i know i can trust you. After all these years i cant belive you are still here for me. i used to think that it was like kids that see faries and magical creatures, once they grow up, all those fade away, with the memorries too. but no. you didnt leave, i grew up, ive changed a thousand times and youre still here. you are the gratest thing that could have ever happened to me, i owe you so much. thank you. really...thank you so much.

i think 2day i just realized...im...im...selfish...im a selfish person...i cant belive it, i cant belive i am selfish....this is way too weird...

que queres?
nah...
que?? dale!
no..nada..deja
que quereess, domi?????!! que queress??!!! que mierda queres???????????????!!
nada...yo...(quiebra)..LLORARR!!! QUIERO LLORAR LA PUTA MADREEE ES TAN JODIDAMENTE DIFICIL DE ENTENDERRR...quiero llorar....