same old fears...

in life we go through many things, moments of happiness and celebration, and others of saddness in which the pain is so strong, that you think and even beg: "if i could just stop feeling...please..." But you wont. Though the pain gradually goes away...somehow...its over. But things in life dont happen for nothin'. Some people call them scars, i like to call them lessons. Im not going to feel bad about that particular situation anymore, but yes im gonna be scared. I guess you fear more when you know whats after you...Though i still take the risk, as much as i know how horrible it can get, im willing to live it all over again, i guess that states how bad i want it. But thats not only it, the thing is that this is what life is really all about, and if you dont take risks, you may never get what you are looking for. Some guy once said that there are two worse things that can happen to human beings, one is not finding what you are looking for, and the otherone is finding it...well clearly he was wrong, because there is no humanly possible way to find happiness without knowing whats really out there. And whats really out there will hurt you really bad, and make you happier than what you can possibly imagine.