"the game"

Back in "the game". When you're alone for so long and you dont feel the need to reject every single oportunity, your ego rises, its like everyone wants to be with you, and there are offers everywhere you look but you never take them, you just play arround for a while, and then you leave. But the problem starts when you find an offer which matches you, so you decide to take it, and the game beggins. The flirting, the laughing, the smiling, the looks, the dancing. All of the components are there, so you start thinking ahead of time, and everything looks so great. Untill suddenly...gone. Not any more...disappared, no answer, no explanation, just gone. And youre standing there helplessly wondering what the hell went wrong??? Well my friends. thats one of the misteries of life, and let me tell you something, youll never know...
(original entry saved in rough)