humiliation

quite an interesting subject, dont you think? Its funny. The way we, human beings, fear humiliation, and we calculate every single step we take so that nothing can be turned arround us, im not saying things always turn out to be perfect, but we unconciously make sure not to say or do anything that may leave us under the microscope or behind the bars of a zoo. Although these tactics not always work. My sister once said to me: "Cuando te pensas que no podes caer mas bajo de lo que ya caiste, BOOM! se abre una compuerta y caes en picada". We sometimes feel that there is no possible way to fall even lower than the piont in which we already are, so we do "crazy" things and we break the codes which surronud us thinking that "they are more like guidelines anyways", in order to get what we want, not realizing that we actually can fall even lower, in fact, we will. Because there is no stopping point, its like a never ending cliff.

Now, if you'll excuse me, im going for a ride down my cliff. Why? Just cuz.