"the game" - 09/04/2006

im back in the game, i wanted to be for soo long, but i had forgotten how hard it was, i only remembered the sweetnes of it, now i remember why it sucked so much. When you're alone for so long and you dont feel the need to reject every single oportunity, your ego rises, its like everyone wants to be with you, and there are offers everywhere you look but you never take them, you just play arround for a while, and then you leave. But the problem starts when you find an offer which matches you, so you decide to take it, and the game beggins. The flirting, the laughing, the smiling, the looks, the dancing. All of the components are there, so you start thinking ahead of time, and everything looks so great. Untill suddenly...gone. Not any more...disappared, no answer, no explanation, just gone. And youre standing there helplessly wondering what the hell went wrong??? i dont mean to be selfinvolved or anything, but, im nice, im cool, im cute, hot, funny, sexy,...what else do you want? Besides, its not like you can expect that much from me, cuz youre not even close to being perfect yourself...
This is so damn ridiculose, what the hell is wrong with you?? what are you?? gay??? cuz ...serioulsy...come on!