the last couple of weeks i've been missing something,
something that has to do with my old conffident, my previous "person" my ex lover.
though many things were wrong,
many things didnt work,
and many of them never would have,
there's still one thing,
one very small but big thing that was outstandingly important for me.
And that was the way we could always comunicate.
no matter what i could always speack to you,
we would sit down for hours trying to solve a problem,
finding answers and solutions.
sleeping it off was never a option.
i long for that,
for having a boyfriend which i can actually talk to and get some feedback..