tell me why

why is it that i dont hurt inside,
why is it that i cry every time i see our pictures,
why is it that things ended up the way they did,
why am i here and you, you are there,
why is it that i miss you,
why?
why do i keep on changing my mind each day,
why is it that i dont know how i feel?

please, please just spare me the pain and tell me why....why?