inflicted pain

i can feel the pain i'v inflicted upon you, i cant stand it, its killing me...

how hipocritical of me to even think that i can feel your suffering as my own.

of course i cant. i can only imagine, but still, it hurts...



I have become a black corrupted soul and desserve nothing but the same,

i am affraid thats not you...



as i said before, you may forgive me, but i havent forgiven myself

and i cant look at you without being inmobilized by guilt