conffusing times

i feel you slippped away, i feel like i dont have a boyfriend....there is something really wrong there. i dont know if i love you, or how much i do...

what shall i do?

do i love you? or am i just used to you? or do i love the idea of you, the idea of us?

i think about our past days and all i can do is smile, i think about our future and the smile grows even bigger, but i think about today....the smile goes away.

im complicated, wow, there's a thought that never crossed my mind!